it's a sin, honey
 "I perceived, of course, the drift of my interlocutor. Jealousy had got hold of him: she stung him; but the sting was salutary: it gave him respite from the gnawing fang of melancholy. I would not, therefore, immediately charm the snake."
- Jane Eyre, Charlotte Bronte
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Piling emotions.
Friday, September 2, 2011 @ 7:55 AM
It’s been decades since I last blogged. I’m just tryin’ to see if I can find a way to improve my sentence structure, it’s really, everywhere. August was really eventful I must say. 3 strangers just seem to pop out this summer. There’s 2 that left quite an impression on me. I think I’m going to remember them for life, cause its funny. (Check that out, it rhymed) I think I’m going to remember this year pretty well. I know many people think its not quite right, but I find it easier if I just grouped people according to their horoscopes. Not that I want to, I just need security. I want to stay away from pain as far as possible. I’m not rejecting those that don’t fall under the ‘compatible’ category. I’m just going to keep a distance, especially after the fall out in Sec 2. Girls, too much for me to handle. And I’ve been feeling rather love sick these days. Yes yes, my hormones can’t stop multiplying. I’ve been finding reason to stop thinking about him. It all just made be think of him more. I’ve always been taking other people’s advice, cause I believe they will see things in a better picture than I do, since I’m always tied down by my feelings. But this time, my brain’s just not working. His never the type I thought I would fall for. My standards just seem to have crashed cause of him. And what am I to him? Just the girl next door which he talks to? (I’m not even living next door -.-) I’m tired of playing hard to get, of being the tough girl every one wants to have. I’m not even pretty, who wants me? Make me forget about him please. If there isn’t going to be an ending. (Damn I wish he knows I'm talking about him. I'm sorry, I just don't dare to say I love you. Cause everyone else do. I don't want anymore haters, anymore trouble.) I’ve lost all of my rationality. I’m not doing my revision, I don’t care about my results, I’m not handing in my homework. Everyone has already moved on. My future is a joke. Where’s the old me? -Now things are like the ray of light reflected from the diamond, too clear, my eyes hurt. |
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