it's a sin, honey
 "I perceived, of course, the drift of my interlocutor. Jealousy had got hold of him: she stung him; but the sting was salutary: it gave him respite from the gnawing fang of melancholy. I would not, therefore, immediately charm the snake."
- Jane Eyre, Charlotte Bronte
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Lack of time
Tuesday, February 7, 2012 @ 5:20 AM
Hey look people, I’m sacrificing my mugging time to blog. And lets call that, procrastination. Okay, if you know me well enough, you should know I’m quite a visual person. Plane geometry in this case should be a piece of cake for me. yeah, it was a really large piece. I’m currently stuck at my amath revision assignment question 1 and 2. I can say I believe in stop-what-you-are-doing-walk-one-round-come-back-and-you-will-perform-better. I made that up myself. Future philosopher. Enough of that. Miss begam just passed us this target setting form. I shamelessly put 7 raw as my targeted GCE O level L1R5. ‘you normally do a little worse than your original goal so, so you must set yourself a higher target to achieve your desired marks’. That’s 9 years of brain washed mentality. coughs I feel like talking about that 4 letter word. No. Not the vulgarity. My inner struggle surfaced when I was debating, with myself, about the superficiality of self-assurance. I do that quite often to my poor soul. ‘YOU’VE GOTTEN OVER HIM, ITS ALL OVER, YOU’RE STRONG, YOU’RE NOT ONE OF THOSE CHILDISH GIRLS WHO EASILY CRY OVER A STUPID GUY, YOU’RE THE MATURE ONE’. I’ve come into a conclusion that all that shit was just to hide my insecurity and weakness. Now that I’m trying to deal with everything that’s laid on the table, I should deal with my feelings too. It might be difficult. But I’ll go with the natural process of fade-faint-faded-forgotten. If time heals, let it be. Its currently studies first. Oh it’s getting late. I’ve got that pile of paper to vandalize. Bye ☺ -feels like I am falling down a rabbit hole, falling for forever. |
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