it's a sin, honey
 "I perceived, of course, the drift of my interlocutor. Jealousy had got hold of him: she stung him; but the sting was salutary: it gave him respite from the gnawing fang of melancholy. I would not, therefore, immediately charm the snake."
- Jane Eyre, Charlotte Bronte
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HER
Friday, February 17, 2012 @ 6:14 AM
Annoyance. Yeah. I’m getting really irritable these days. There is someone I’m currently very unhappy with. She’s not getting anywhere close to the idea of me being mad at her. Insensitive maggot. You can call me psycho, but I’d actually prefer it if people automatically ask me if I’m pissed off with them cause I’m one of the rare few which would just say yes. In contrary to that, I would not tell you unless you’ve asked me about it. (I’m so weird I don’t even think people can understand me). I’d naturally place some expectation of others on them and get really mad at them for not meeting MY expectations OF THEM. Almost like I need an alert before you degrade. I know I’m critical. I’m not perfect. I’m not very nice either. But she. What the hell man. When I mock others I’m just doing it for the sake of humor and attention. (very aa person here) I don’t go around criticizing every little thing other people do and interrogate fear on them. You think very cool is it? I listen and accept. I know my place. I’m not the boss. If there is a need to say something USEFULL I’d say it although it might not be the best thing to hear. Neither do I give that disgusted face when people are just merely sharing their own opinion. I. Respect. Respect. You don’t have the right to pull out whatever I’ve said and twist it as if I just splatter shit onto your face. We are made to think differently. You can’t make us fall into totalitarian and pretend to like your bull crap. I’ve my right to pour in suggestions. I would not have said it if it’s not constructive. Don’t just disagree when you haven’t even gotten the full picture. Addiction to the word ‘no’ is not good for health. Seriously I please you lah. Don’t mock at other people can? We have our own thinking. Next on. I know I don’t make the best jokes. And some are not even funny. At least I’m better off than you. Sitting there. Pin pointing everyone. I don’t know how but can you just change your tone for a little? Don’t mock me. Don’t tsk me. Don’t dao me. Respect me. (I was going to continue this part with a very obvious rant. Which I decided not to. Incase 恶人先告状) I don’t know what to say to you anymore. This anger has be accumulating and I just hope for a reflection and change. -such a major turn off |
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