it's a sin, honey
 "I perceived, of course, the drift of my interlocutor. Jealousy had got hold of him: she stung him; but the sting was salutary: it gave him respite from the gnawing fang of melancholy. I would not, therefore, immediately charm the snake."
- Jane Eyre, Charlotte Bronte
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friends?
Tuesday, September 28, 2010 @ 1:24 AM
I was thinking of whether to post this on my blog or on facebook, nah. Facebook’s word limit is just too limited. I guess I can just splash all my feelings out here, now. To someone who’s freaking obvious. I was thinking about the days that we were really close, bathing together and etc. look at the state we are now. You don’t even give a damn about it. All I did was not to suck up to you for 1 single day, and you are being sucked away by that constant sucker. You made everything private. You stayed away from me. Our friendship ended as though it has never happened. Is it really worth that little in your mind? What am I to you? Someone you USE AS A FREAKING TOOL TO TALK TO? I feel sort of betrayed; I guess you like to be sucked to. Don’t you remember the times we bad-mouthed about that constant sucker? Well you sounded as though you really hated her. Great acting, I’m impressed. If only you told me earlier about your true feelings on how you feel about me, I won’t feel so hurt. Yeah, I’m hurt and I don’t even know why. I didn’t feel anything for that constant sucker. For you to betray me’s just too much. I know if you are reading this post you may think that I am a sucker. But I really really really treasured that friendship. But did you? You can go ask yourself that. Maybe I am just imagining things like you hate me. Or maybe I’m just deceiving myself that you are still the person I know after all. I am not going to get over with this, until I hear from you-I hate you. And I nearly miss this point out. You can get sooo close to _______ within a split of a second and I have to work my ass of just to make you less emo or just to even make you smile. I may look as though I’m not trying, but I am. Trying hard. Well, go on laughing about me and be lovey dovey with _______ and your dar. I am going to declare that I hate you. Like the way you hate me. |
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