it's a sin, honey
 "I perceived, of course, the drift of my interlocutor. Jealousy had got hold of him: she stung him; but the sting was salutary: it gave him respite from the gnawing fang of melancholy. I would not, therefore, immediately charm the snake."
- Jane Eyre, Charlotte Bronte
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Tear drops on my suitcase
Friday, June 25, 2010 @ 11:37 PM
Hey, I’m like finally home? I don’t think going back to china to visit my grandparents is a very good idea, first thing is that, I really miss them now, its only been 1 day, when I arrived at Singapore I just feel like crying(I feel like crying now) I just don’t know why, maybe I think is that, I’m now totally away from them, not meeting them in a couple of years. They are super nice to me, and they took good care of me since young, seeing them getting older and older, being more blur before they went to china, having problems with health and everything, I just don’t know when they are going to leave me. I may miss other people, but it is not the feeling I have for them, they are old now. And I wish I could catch their last breath, before they past away. But we are so far apart now, they may go any moment and I may be in Singapore doing my own stuff, unaware of anything. I don’t want to leave; I want the days to last forever, even though I don’t have access to facebook, blogger, youtube there. Just whatever, I want to say with them. I’m crying like shit now. And I found out the ture reason why they left, cause my #!@$!#%$%-stupid-paternal-grandparents are coming, so they had to go, they thought that my the other grandparents could take care of me, love me like they did. But they are like totally wrong, my that 1%#%#-stupid-grandma stole my pocket money, hows that. (Enough of crying) Now, I bought souvenirs for the class :D =35 keychains :D but I didn’t buy for my other class friends like Eunice, Germaine, Dorothy are stuff. I’m just sorry, I totally forgot about you guys. and just to inform you all, I and now sick of planes, its so stupid and uncomfortable. The food there is like shit (China southern air lines). Singapore air lines is nice, the air crew is friendly, the food (backed fish with potato chips!) and drinks(Snapple, 7-up, wines!) are great but just one thing, the plane’s too big. Normal planes have 2 lines of 3 (seats) Singapore air lines have 3 rows, and the plane can contain about 200 people. Sorry, don’t feel like blogging, ciao! |
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